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[11 Jul 2007|10:35am] |
wow so what huge stab in the back.
i will never forgive you for this
i wil never forget this.
you arent worth my time you fucking cunt
i gave you everything
and this is what i get in return
i hope you rot in hell for what youve done
your a lying
cheating
cuntbag
whore
who i should ahve never fallin in love with
but hey life goes on.
i shouldnt have been so naive
i know how the game works
but now thinking back
it makes so much sense now
and it makes me sick thinking about
how we had sex after you and them did
and you kissed me
and told me you loved me
yet going behind my back
and fucking the world
youre an ugly son of a bitch
and i cant wait to do better than you
no one deserves to be treated like this
and youll get what you deserve
and so will they.
KARMA IS A BITCH
BUT SO IS REVENGE!
WHORE!!!
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[17 May 2007|01:14pm] |
so nothing much has been going on
just buying furniture for my new apt
im moving in june 1st
its gonna be peeeeeeooooommmp
im having a party june 22
i know its a while away
well like a month
but itll be my birthday
im turning deuce!!!!
the big two zero
im no longer a teenager
which kinda blows
me and angie are doing good
at least for now
i have alot on my mind lately
i dont know what to do anymore
i love angelina with every ounce in me
but its so hard to love someone
who gives you no love back
who calls you names
everyday of your life
who tears you down every chance they get
who thinks the worst of you
and who has hurt you more than anyone
iv enever been so hurt
yet ive never been so inlove
its killing me
i wish none of this happened
i wish i could take back all the shit
i did when me and her
first started dating
i wish i could go back and start over
show her from day 1
that ill never hurt her
that ill never fuck her over
i wont cheat on her
lie to her
do things behind her back
i tried to fix it all
but it seems like nothign helps
i bought you that ring to show you
that you truly mean the world to me
that id do anything to make you happy
youre my entire world
i want to get married
and start a family
live happily ever after
but i need you to be on the same page with me
i need you to show me you love me
yes i know you love me
i need to see that youre still
inlove with me
that i mean the world to you
that im not replaceable
i need YOU
i love you with all of my heart
and no matter what happens
ill neevr give up on us
ill never let you go
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[28 Mar 2007|12:27pm] |
i hate being the only one who cares
i hate beig the one who gets the short end of the stick
why am i the only 1 who wants this to work
its funny cus hey say its better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all, but i feel like im the only one whos loving so its i feel like its better to have never loved at all than to love someone who hates you. i grew up feelin like this, i dont want to feel like that for the rest of my life. i grew up being pikced on, laughed at, called names, even by my family, especially my mom, so why would iwant to be treated liek that by you? how can you treat someone who you love so badly? i guess you just never loved me. what doesnt kill me will only make me stronger.
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| !!!MATT IS UPDATING!!! |
[27 Feb 2007|08:45pm] |
SO I HAVENT UPDATED THIS DAMN THING IN..
WELL... FUCKIN FORVER.
A LOT HAS BEEN GOING ON
I HAD A GREAT JOB
MAKIN 13 AN HOUR
GOT FIRED FOR
NOT SPEAKING SPANISH!!!!
ABSOLUTELY FUCKIN RETARDED!!!
I GOT A NEW JOB DOIN CREDIT CARD SCAMZ
PAYS PRETTY GOOD
SAME OR MORE AS I WAS BEFORE
PRETTY RELAXED AND EASY
IM AM ENJOYING LIFE LATELY
WELL ACTUALLY FOR
THE PAST 9+ MONTHS
AND I OWE IT ALL TO ANGIE
MY PARTNER IN CRIME
WELL SHES MORE LIKE MY BETTER HALF
SHES PRETTY FUCKIN AMAZING
AND I COULDNT BE MORE HAPPY
UNLESS I WAS RICH :]
BUT THEN AGAIN THATS WHY I GOT YOU BABE!
J/K I LOVE YOU
SHES THE MOST INTELLIGENT GIRL
IVE EVER COME ACROSS
SHES GPOT A GREAT HEAD ON HER SHOULDERS
SHES GOT A GREAT VOICE
ITS SO STRONG AND EMPOWERING
AND SHES GOT THIS WALK
THAT !!!WOW!!!
REALLY MAKES HEADS TURN
[[ IVE HAD TO DEAL WITH MORE THAN ONE ONLOOKER]]
BUT ITS ALL WORTH IT
WHEN I LOOK INTO HER EYES
AND THE ONLY PERSOJN I CAN SEE IN THEM
IS ME
AND I KNOW THAT ITS BECAUSE HER YES REFLECT HER HEART
AND THEY JUST MAKE ME MELT FROM THE INSIDE OUT
SHES ABSOLUTELY STUNNING
AND SHES SAVED ME MORE THAN ONE TIME
[ MY GUARDIAN ANGEL ]
I COULDNT IMAGINE A MORE PERFECT WOMAN.
ALTHOUGH I WOULDNT HURT
IF SHE SMOKED ONCE INA WHILE
W/ ME... BUT I STILL LOVE HER
SHES AN INCREDIBLE AND TALENTED PERSON
ANYWAYS...
IM HOPING TO GET ANEW CAR SOON..
AND IM GETTINA NEW PLACE
ANGIE BASICALLY WORKS W/ ME [ FOR ME ]
I SPEND ALL MY TIME WITH HER
AND ITS AWESOME BEING ABLE TO SPEND
YOURE ENTIRE DAY WITH YOUR BEST FRIEND
AND GIRL OF YOUR DREAMS
ANYWAYS HOPPEFULLY...
MY STOMACH SHIT GOES AWAY
OR SOMEHTIGN IDK
BUT IT TOTALLY SUX
MY STOMACH ALWAYS FDEE;LS LIKLE
I GOT THE WIND KNOPCJKED OUT OF ME
OR SOMEHTIGN LIEK THAT
IT REALY SUX
ITS NOT SOMETHING THATS
EASY TO GET USED TO
IT JUST HURTS 247 / 7 / 52 / 365
NOT MUCH MORE IS GOING ON
PEACE OUT NUKKAS!!!!
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[22 Feb 2007|01:48pm] |
HI. IM MATT
AND I SUCK AT UPDATING LJ.
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[13 Dec 2006|10:48am] |
i must say
that im fuckin stoked
about this weekend
its going to be blast
sorry girls
but ill be smokin blunts the whole way down there
cus why?
cus i fuckin want to
plus ill be driving w/ 2
teenage girls
wholl be singing along w/ the fuckin spicegirls
yeah
angie baby you may have a panic disorder
but i have have a nervous twitch
and driving while listening to you 2
will fuckin rive me insaneso a lil mary jane will have to calm my nerves
the malls in miami
arent liek the malls here
theyre like futuristic
theres so much shit to do in the malls
theres every kind of store you could think of
xs 2
and satntas enchanted forest
is the shit!!
plus i get to see my lil brother
whois the collest lil kid in the world
well proly take him to go see happy feet
and in miami it isnt cold
so that means
SOUTH BEACH
and well go check out miami ink
off of lincoln road on south beach
south beach is awesome
man i cant fuckin wait!!
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| once in a lifetime |
[05 Dec 2006|09:31pm] |
I can see it in your eyes,
And feel it your touch.
I know that you’re scared,
But you’ve never been this loved.
It’s a long shot baby,
Yeah I know it’s true.
But if anyone can make it,
I’m betting on me and you.
Just keep on moving into me.
I know you’re gonna see,
The best is yet to come.
CHORUS:
Don’t fear it now we’re going all the way.
That sun is shining on a brand new day.
It’s a long way down and it’s a leap of faith,
But I’m never giving up,
‘Cause I know we got a once in a lifetime love.
Everybody’s looking for what we found.
Some wait their whole life,
And it never comes around
So don’t hold back now just let go,
On all you’ve ever known.
You can put you’re hand in mine.
CHORUS
I close my eyes and I see you standing right there.
Saying “I do” and they’re throwing the rice in our hair.
Well the first one’s born and a brother comes along and he’s got your smile.
I been looking back on the life we had still by your side.
CHORUS
ANGELINA OLIVO
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART
xS INFINITY
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[15 Nov 2006|12:36am] |
im starting to wonder....
and its worrying me.
A LOT
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[25 Oct 2006|10:30am] |
KISS MY FUCKING ASS
I QUIT...
EVERYTHING....
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[22 Oct 2006|10:07am] |
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fuck you
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[21 Sep 2006|09:52am] |
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idk if i can do this anymore. its getting to be too much.
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[14 Sep 2006|11:30am] |
angies mad at me. it sux. i hate when we have fights. even though i know well work it out and everythign will be ok. it still rips my herat to shreds when she wont speak top me or when shes mad at me. i love her so much. she makes my heart goboom boom. :]
anyways. party tomorrow!!!
hit me up on myspace for details.
it is invite only.
dont get thnat confused w/ everyones invited cus its not.
if ppl show up that we dont like. theyre going to leave.
make sure u messages me!.
were gonna have akeg.
guys= 3 bucks for a cup
girls= FREEEEEEEEEEE
B.Y.O. drugz
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| TCHS HOMECOMING |
[05 Sep 2006|01:11pm] |
SOO IM GOING TO TCHS HOMECOMING...
AND WELL IVE NEVER BEEN TO A HOMECOMING
SO THIS IS EXCITING
IM GOIGN W/ ANGIE
OF COURSE duh
AND I GUESS THE THEME IS ROCK N ROLL
WHIHC ISMFUCKIN AWESOME
THANK GOD IT ISNT FUCKIN LIKE
RAP OR R& B OR FUCKIN COUNTRY OR SOMEHTING
BUT ANYWAYS MY POINT IN THIS ENTRY IS
THAT I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO WEAR
I GUESS THAT SOUNDS A LIL GAY
BUT IVE NEVER BEEN TO A HC
AND IVE ALWAYS WANTED TO GO
SO ITS KINDA A BIG DEAL TO ME
I WAS THINKIN OF WEARING ALL BLACK SUIT W/ A RED TIE
AND MAYBE LIKE PUTTING TEMP RED DYE IN MY HAIR
IDK.
ANY1 HAVE ANY IDEAS ON WHAT TO WEAR?
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[30 Aug 2006|11:31pm] |
maybe i am emotionally unstable
but i ahve no thign to be stable about
my lifers a roller coaster
im still waiitng to get off this damn ride
or at least have it slow down
or fuckin break downh or soemhting
i want to settle
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[24 Aug 2006|11:47pm] |
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</3
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[24 Aug 2006|11:46pm] |
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</3
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[21 Aug 2006|07:47am] |
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hello? helloooo? is this thing on? hello? HELLLLOOOOOO!!!! ahhh fuck it.
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[16 Aug 2006|12:02am] |
I'm going to ride this plane out of your life again.
I wish that I could stay but you argue.
More than this I wish you could've seen my face
In backseat staring out the window.
I'll do anything for you,
Kill anyone for you.
So leave yourself intact
'Cause I will be coming back.
In a phrase to cut these lips,
I love you.
The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
Until you decide to wake up.
I've earned through hope and faith
The curves around your face
That I'm the one you'll hold forever.
If morning never comes for either one of us,
Then this I pray to you wherever.
I'll do anything for you.
This story is for you.
('Cause I'd do anything you want me to... for you.)
I'll do anything for you,
Kill anyone for you.
So leave yourself intact
'Cause I won't be coming back.
In a phrase to cut these lips,
I loved you.
The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
Until you decide to wake up.
The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
'Til you decide to wake up.
more than anythign int he world.
i miss waking up to your face.
i miss fallin asleep w/ you in my arms*
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i want my password.
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[06 Aug 2006|01:21pm] |
soo my fuckin parentd are selin my truck and keepin the monye. makin me rent. and theyre gonna make me ride a bike to work. hmmmm fuck that shit. im pissed. what kind of a parents takes money from their kid? my fuckin mom is laways takin money from me. and shell make up excuses and shit for why its ok. fuck that whata thief man.
optimism = ANGIE
thats all i ahve to say.
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